Monthly Archives: April 2020

The Temptation to Define “the Good” as Comfort

Currently, I’m preaching three different ways for each Sunday. A live dialog, a pre-recorded YouTube link, and a written (shorter) version sent to non-internet users. So here is the written version and the YouTube version for this coming Sunday. I’m pumped about spending 6 weeks in Daniel!

The Temptation to Define “the Good” as Comfort

First in a Series on Daniel: “Faith in Trying Times”

(video link here)

Genesis 3:1-8

Now the serpent was more crafty than any other wild animal that the Lord God had made. He said to the woman, “Did God say, ‘You shall not eat from any tree in the garden’?” 2The woman said to the serpent, “We may eat of the fruit of the trees in the garden; 3but God said, ‘You shall not eat of the fruit of the tree that is in the middle of the garden, nor shall you touch it, or you shall die.’“ 4But the serpent said to the woman, “You will not die; 5for God knows that when you eat of it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil.”

6So when the woman saw that the tree was good for food, and that it was a delight to the eyes, and that the tree was to be desired to make one wise, she took of its fruit and ate; and she also gave some to her husband, who was with her, and he ate. 7Then the eyes of both were opened, and they knew that they were naked; and they sewed fig leaves together and made loincloths for themselves. 8They heard the sound of the Lord God walking in the garden at the time of the evening breeze, and the man and his wife hid themselves from the presence of the Lord God among the trees of the garden.

Daniel 1:3-8

3Then the king commanded his palace master Ashpenaz to bring some of the Israelites of the royal family and of the nobility, 4young men without physical defect and handsome, versed in every branch of wisdom, endowed with knowledge and insight, and competent to serve in the king’s palace; they were to be taught the literature and language of the Chaldeans. 5The king assigned them a daily portion of the royal rations of food and wine. They were to be educated for three years, so that at the end of that time they could be stationed in the king’s court. 6Among them were Daniel, Hananiah, Mishael, and Azariah, from the tribe of Judah. 7The palace master gave them other names: Daniel he called Belteshazzar, Hananiah he called Shadrach, Mishael he called Meshach, and Azariah he called Abednego.

8But Daniel resolved that he would not defile himself with the royal rations of food and wine; so he asked the palace master to allow him not to defile himself.

Typically, in Eastertide we would study the resurrection experiences of Jesus and the emerging Church.  But this year we are turning clocks back to a forerunner of faith: The Book of Daniel.  Daniel is a book we look at a little differently from a historical lens than what it presents itself to be.  The entirety of the book is presented as written about a Jewish exile named Daniel (and his friends) in Babylon during Jewish exile and early days of the return (from somewhere post 586 BCE (the destruction of the Jerusalem Temple by Nebuchadnezzar and the Babylonians) to the reign of Darius the Great of Persia post 522 BCE).

The first six chapters develop his/their character, and then the second six are apocalyptic visions of Daniel about the future predicting coming evil empires and their fall before the Sovereign God of all Creation (the Ancient of Days).  And yet, with a lens to history and critical scholarship we have every reason to believe it is written (or collected and edited) during the reign of Antiochus IV of the Seleucid Empire – and more particularly around 167 BCE.

Antiochus is the villain of both Daniel and the Maccabean revolt.  His harsh anti-Jewish oppression sparks the Jewish underground to recall the events of Babylonian exile.  The stories of Daniel then are used to empower the lives of Jews under Antiochus’ reign.  And the demonizing of “kings” during Daniel’s time is coded way of talking about the evils of the Seleucid Empire.  Therefore, the Book of Daniel comes together as a guide, of sorts, to surviving oppression, exile, and – what I’m calling – trying times.

It is with this in mind that we turn to Daniel for the next 6 weeks to give us guide points in discipleship and faith when we feel overwhelmed by oppressive circumstances… like, say, quarantine during a global pandemic.  This week we turn to the beginning.  The VERY beginning as first we hear from the “snake” of Genesis.  The snake is viewed as crafty.  In the Hebrew there is word play between the crafty and naked.  These two words are very similar in the Hebrew and the connection is made to illuminate that Adam and Eve are vulnerable to the truth-twisting deception of the snake.  They are open to be manipulated.

This is a lesson Daniel keeps close to his own heart.  When Nebuchadnezzar offers a table of fine foods, Daniel declines.  What’s the harm – we might say – in a good double cheeseburger?  I mean, I love some fine foods.  But for Daniel this is only the beginning.  It is the beginning of defining his “good” as his own comfort.  It is the temptation to listen to “crafty serpents” in the society around him redefine his own values and ethics.

Peter Rollins, in his book Insurrection, quotes a favorite Slavoj Žižek parable.  As the parable goes there is a man who thinks he is seed.  Finally cured by a psychotherapist, he shows up a week later paranoid again.  His neighbor has bought chickens.  And while he knows he is no longer a seed… do the chickens know?  Rollins uses this absurd story to illuminate how often we act in ways contrary to our own beliefs.  We don’t, Rollins contends, act out of our values and in consistency with what we think is “good”.  We act in ways consistent with the oppressive marketing forces around us.  So, we say relationship are more important than things… and then we accumulate things left and right because society tells us we should want them.

This is the wisdom of Daniel – resisting the temptation to define our good by what is comfortable for us.  And Daniel resists that comfort because once you dine at the Emperor’s table our value foundation is lost and our agency is given over the ethics of the Emperor whose table is now our table.

How many of us right now feel a major sense of loss because we uncomfortable?  When we define “the good” by those things that make us comfortable we begin to feel “oppressed” at the slightest inconvenience. We begin to rewire our journey by the social expectations around us… rather than in obedience and faith to the God who gave us life.  We trade the good of the Creation we are called to steward for our own comfort. We trade community connection for social norms and marketing defined good.

Resisting the temptation to define what is good by what is comfortable is the first lesson Daniel gives us – and in many ways it will prove to be the most important.  A foundational part of our journey then is to ask, what is the good we seek?  And as disciples of Jesus’ Way – and the predecessor way of Daniel, the root of our answer must lie not in our comfort, social norms, or consumer goods.  It must lie in our identity as God’s good creation and as stewards of that good for all Creation and our trust in the provisions and generosity of God as “enough” against the Empire’s desire for “more”.

This is the Word of the Lord, thanks be to God.

On the Threshold of the Tomb: An Easter Sermon

On the Threshold of the Tomb: An Easter Meditation (in the Age of Coronavirus)

April 12, 2020

Rev. Dr. Andrew Kukla

Video of this sermon is available here:

Mark 16:1-8

When the sabbath was over, Mary Magdalene, and Mary the mother of James, and Salome bought spices, so that they might go and anoint him. And very early on the first day of the week, when the sun had risen, they went to the tomb. They had been saying to one another, “Who will roll away the stone for us from the entrance to the tomb?” When they looked up, they saw that the stone, which was very large, had already been rolled back. As they entered the tomb, they saw a young man, dressed in a white robe, sitting on the right side; and they were alarmed. But he said to them, “Do not be alarmed; you are looking for Jesus of Nazareth, who was crucified. He has been raised; he is not here. Look, there is the place they laid him. But go, tell his disciples and Peter that he is going ahead of you to Galilee; there you will see him, just as he told you.” So they went out and fled from the tomb, for terror and amazement had seized them; and they said nothing to anyone, for they were afraid.

Two years ago I was standing over the grill, cooking hotdogs.  It was Holy Saturday— that day between the death and the resurrection when we sit in the despair and exhaustion of Friday.  It was also March 31st… the day before April Fool’s Day.  I was already over the “Jesus’ death as an April Fool’s joke” memes.  In fact I wasn’t ready for Easter at all.  I wasn’t feeling Easter.  That does not surprise me.  I generally believe we sit too briefly in Saturday—indeed, if possible, skip right from Palm Sunday to Easter.  Sitting in grief is not a comfortable place, and we are generally a people used to comfort.  We are so used to comfort that we are not good at telling the difference between the discomfort of less than fully comforted life and the dis-ease of true hardship.  And so…we struggle to sit in a place of discomfort, we struggle to stay silent and not fill the air with noise, we struggle not to run around filling brokenness with things that will disguise the lack, we struggle not to control what cannot be controlled because we are still more comfortable with the illusion of “I’m fine” than with the pain of admitting we are not and we don’t know how (or if) that will change.  And that is as easy to see as looking at the average attendance of an Easter Sunday versus a Good Friday.  We show up for Easter, even if it’s only for a photoshoot with the lilies and to revel at the brass quintets.

So, there I was two years ago, standing over my grill.  Standing over hotdogs and saying to myself…I don’t want to Easter.  I just don’t feel “in the mood,” it just doesn’t feel real…I’m not ready for Easter.  And then I looked at myself and wondered: how do you get up in front of a bunch of people who came to hear “He is Risen…he is risen indeed” when you aren’t sure it’s true or real, or that it is the prevailing truth of our lives?

And then, as I stood over my grill, what was spoken on my heart by the Spirit who makes these texts come alive in ways far more profound than any preacher ever could, what I heard in my heart, was:

“This is exactly when Easter gets proclaimed.”

We don’t need Easter if everything is going well.

We don’t’ need Easter if Jesus doesn’t die.

We don’t need Easter if Rome isn’t a problem.

We don’t need Easter if there aren’t hungry people on the street.

We don’t need Easter if there aren’t people who can’t get housing.

We don’t need Easter if we are already living together in peace and harmony.

We don’t proclaim Easter when everything is ok, when we are in the mood, when we are ready.

Easter comes at exactly that moment when it seems the most impossible.

Easter is Easter, Resurrection is Resurrection, because what we expect when we walk into the tomb is that everything we care about is dead or dying.

That was the year that solidified my love for Mark’s Gospel.  Mark’s resurrection story is raw and unrefined.  You might say it lacks theological softening of its hard edges because it’s young and it’s immediate and it cares a little less for what we do with the story.

Years and years and years ago, while I was pastoring in Florida, I spent a week at Columbia Theological Seminary as a Thompson Scholar and we spent a week thinking about evangelism in our current context.  I read a lot of books on evangelism, and I disliked almost all of them.  The writers of said books almost always paint themselves as saying the perfect thing at the perfect moment.  And you know what?  Most of us, most of the time, walk out of a conversation and about ten minutes later we slap our knee and say, “Now I know what I should have said!”

Right?  We are all eloquent and excellent rhetoricians right after it no longer matters!

Except in those books.  In a lot of books.  And what I began to imagine—maybe it’s my own ego that doesn’t want to believe they are all that much better than I am at being articulate on their feet—is that when you write the book, you write what you wished you had said in that moment.

You with me?  That’s the refined discourse of writing in the present tense about a past moment.  And it may be helpful, but it isn’t raw.  And sometimes?  It isn’t real.

This is what I mean about Mark’s Gospel.  His resurrection story is…raw, unrefined, and real.

We have all the elements we expect in such a story:

It’s early.  The sabbath is finally over.  The women rush to properly bury Jesus.

We have a rolled-away stone.  We have an empty tomb.  We have a divine messenger to add this all up to tell us what it means: Jesus has been raised from the dead.

But you know what isn’t there?  We don’t get joy.  We don’t get obedience, at least not in the parameters of how this story is told.  We get Absolute.  Utter.  Complete.  Terror.

“So they went out and fled from the tomb, for terror and amazement had seized them; and they said nothing to anyone, for they were afraid.”

And that is where the story ends.  No Easter Lilies.  No Brass Quintets.

It ends in Absolute.  Utter. Complete.  Terror.

In fact, the end is so horribly unacceptable that from the time of the other Gospel writers to this very moment we have tried to imagine that Mark missed something: that we’ve lost the original ending that he meant to share.  And tradition has added endings to try to “fix” the brokenness of his provided ending.  We can’t have a Sunday filled with discontent.

You see now what I mean about Mark and his relationship with his other Evangelists?  He doesn’t refine the story.  He doesn’t clean it up.  He doesn’t give us a retrospective lens that greets the resurrection with all the confidence of generations who have grown up starting the story by knowing how it ends.

Mark gives us an Absolute. Utter. Complete. Terrifying.  Raw experience of the resurrection.  And he leaves us there.  In that liminal space on the threshold of the tomb wondering: is this real?

…  is this real?

This wasn’t supposed to be Mark’s year.

I try to stay to the lectionary with my Gospel accounts of the birth and death narratives.  It keeps us more well-rounded in our sense of all that might be said and known of these ancient stories.  And, as the lectionary does, we sprinkle a good bit of John in there every year.  This was supposed to be Matthew’s year.  And I grew up a Matthew guy.  I mean, I like how he tells the story.  It has narrative flow, it is well crafted pedagogically to impart all the theological moorings a good Christian systematic theologian would want to see and hear in Jesus’ story.  Matthew and I are good buddies.  And this was supposed to be Matthew’s year.

But we aren’t living Easter from Matthew’s perspective this year, are we?

The reason I told that story from two years ago is because I think that in the midst of pandemic, economic collapse, restrictive freedom to outright marshal law across the globe, most of us aren’t really feeling Easter.  We are in a raw moment.  We are in the place where the best we can muster is: Absolute.  Complete.  Terror.  And in that place I do not think what we need right now are cleaned-up stories.  I do not think what we need right now are “correct systematic theology” and a well-wrought narrative.  Because what of our story looks like a well-wrought narrative?

I think we need Mark’s Gospel.  I think we need to recognize that we stand on the threshold of the tomb…and that is the best we can muster right now.

So many of us are lamenting that we cannot gather in our Sanctuaries for in-person worship on this Easter Sunday; and that is a good, truly felt, lament.  I had a strange moment planning Easter Worship, trying to imagine how to have the focus to write a sermon, and I was reminded that a year ago we Eastered and then left our Sanctuary for four months while it was renovated. A year ago, it was all torn up the day after Easter and it was beautifully renovated…and today we aren’t gathering in that Sanctuary.

Can you Easter in such a way?  That’s what we asked.  And I know that many people are planning to actually Easter when we finally get back in our Sanctuaries.  And that is authentic for them; I have no need or desire to be critical.  But, friends…this is when Easter really happens.  This is the most real Easter you have ever likely come to worship for.  Because Easter has great disdain for buildings, be they temples or monuments.  Easter comes not to the hopeful but to the hopeless.  Easter is meant to happen in graveyards, not concert halls.  Easter is real in hospitals and for first responders, not theologians and florists and photographers.

We are standing on the threshold of the tomb…with Mary…with Salome…and we are hearing that Jesus is raised.  That Jesus is alive.  That abundant life is still the final word.

And we aren’t sure that we believe it.  Because what we are still feeling is:

Utter. Complete. Total. Terror.

And I think that’s right.

I’m afraid.  My heart is heavy with the cries of the earth for the blood of God’s children.  My soul is sick with the fatal fatigue of my neighbors who aren’t just on the threshold of the tomb but are fully in its grasp.  My body feels the weight of exile and the emptiness of our cathedrals.

And I’m afraid because I do not know how abundant life becomes real in this space.  Because Holy Saturday holds more sway at this moment than an empty tomb does.

In one of my favorite books of all time, Insurrection: To Believe is Human, To Doubt, Divine, author/philosopher/pyro-theologian Peter Rollins writes: “Resurrection is not something one argues for, but it is the name we give to a mode of living.  Resurrection neither negates the Crucifixion nor moves beyond it.  There is good reason why believers continue to wear a cross around their neck rather than dismiss it as something that lies forever behind them.  The one who has participated in the Crucifixion remains indelibly marked by it.  The Resurrection is the mode of life that arises from its very embrace.”  Elsewhere Rollins will say,

“I deny the resurrection of Christ every time I do not serve at the feet of the oppressed, each day that I turn my back on the poor; I deny the resurrection of Christ when I close my ears to the cries of the downtrodden and lend my support to an unjust and corrupt system.

“However, there are moments when I affirm that resurrection, few and far between as they are.  I affirm it when I stand up for those who are forced to live on their knees, when I speak for those who have had their tongues torn out, when I cry for those who have no more tears left to shed.”

That is an Easter story fashioned after Mark’s own heart.  That is an Easter story walking in the way of Jesus, who does not deny grief or death but enters into it: because this is the only place Easter CAN happen.

The women fled in terror.  Mark ends there.  Don’t fix that.  Don’t clean that up.  We all want, and deserve, to run in terror.  In good time—not day one, but in good time—those women stood and testified to what they had seen and heard.  They must have, because we know the story.  In good time, embracing the crucifixion’s reality, they testified that life still proved stronger; and they lived that story—the whole story—from the tombs of their world, which lends power to the raw realness of the story; and they lived it for each other, for their neighbors, for God.  They made resurrection not about temples, or doctrines, or brass quintets and beautiful flowers.  They made resurrection about how they lived their life on the threshold of the tomb.

Are we ready to make the resurrection real?  It won’t happen here.  It’s already happened.  Around you, behind you, in front of you…in you.  Affirm the resurrection: not in how we tell the story, but in how we live it.

This is the word of the Lord; thanks be to God.